最近感觉到两胁有点痛。 Must be the financial crisis and the uncertainty thats is looming round the horizon that caused it.... sigh...

理想与现实真的是这么难吗？想想，在目前的局势下，一个不开心的较高薪的工作（现实）会比一个较底薪的工作（理想）来的实际。生不逢时。。。 sigh。。。。

四十岁了，time to do something I think I like, but some how need to consider more options before moving on....

now, drinking a herbal tea I made for myself... hopefully will feel better...

菊花，夏枯草，枸杞，炙首乌。